Hey whats up??...Nothing much here!....Just not feeling good.....theres nothing really to say ...hmm...i stayed at Shelby's Last night it was FUN!!....we took that pic of me on mii icon its hott aint it!!...lol....We went swimming....At pizza....listened to music And talked on tha phone and we went to bed around 12 prolly..i had fun wit her i always have fun wit mii friends!!..and YES its Summa Time oh yah partying time!!..lol well nothing really to say soo comment me and ill comment ya bak bii....
i do get jealous seeing you with her, seeing the way you tlak to her and look at her, knowing that you did that wiht me, and i thought those looks and little sayings we had were just ours, how could you treat somone the way you treated me, i was suposed to be your first love doesnt that mean anything?
if your hungry eat, if your sad cry, if your tired sleep all the little things we do everyday, but we can never just say if your in love then love, because most of the time the one we lvoe never loves us back
i kno you didnt forget, the times we had and the memories that we made ones heart just doesnt let that go in an instant, now matter how long ago or how old you were your heart can still feel everyhting you once had
Sometimes you think well if he loved me he wouldnt treat me this way, but then hes super sweet and you start thinking well he was just in a bad mood or he loves me or he wouldnt stick around, but your stil confused thats when you walk away , if he chases after you he loves you, if not then he wasnt worth it anyways
Okay so i kno im not the prettiest, the smartest or the funniest but you gotta love me, just because i would do anything for you
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Hey i just wanna say something......I wanna give some advice to some of mii girls and eithen people that i dont know....When a guy ask u why u love him?...or whii u like him or whii you wanna be with him?...You should be able to tell him cause if you cant then u dono how u feel about 'em....Me and Justin go back out and he asked me why i love him and why do i wanna be with him....and i said i dono i dono how to describe it or say it....and he said if u cant tell me then u really dont know how u feel about me....the point im trying to get at is that u should always know how u feel about that one guy....But anyways when u love a guy u may know how u feel about him inside and can tell him ...and i can tell Justin how i feel.....a lil bit...but....im not that good at it... but i love him more than he can imagine, i would die for that boi he means the world to me i would do anything for me, he never ask's me anything, and i love him bery much, but i cant go to sleep and its 12:07am .....I wanna give yall the defenition of love to me ...some of it.....okaii.... Love: When you wake up thinking about that one person, go to bed thinking about that person, trust that person, thank about them all the time, and through the day...cant go a day without talking to them...love one person and only one person and say it only to 1 person and not millions of people and mean it to that one person.....when your phone rings u hope its him/her and u r really happy if it is...Love is when you dont wanna go to slepp cause reality is better than a dream...
Well 1 time again Me N Justin go bak out and im happyier than EVER!!!....
Amanda -N- Justin <3 Always | 
Me -N- Justin broke up...For tha like 5th time...., But this time it was my fault.....and I am Very sorry for what i did....cause i dono what i was thinkking when i done it....I don't think Justin Understands how SORRY i am ....Yah i know everyone is calling me names!...., But when u finaly rizilze when u need a friend there ......U dont have one.......Mii friend is out of Town!...Ashley ...But im sure she wont be mii friend when she gets bakk....When she finds out what i did too justin then im sure she wont wanna be my friend.....I love Justin VERY much and i cant do this ANYMORE.....im not having ANOTHER relationship..i cant handle the PAIN it hurts too much!....I know for a FACT Justin don't know how i feel about him or How much I love him.....I love him with all mii heart and....That will always bee..true!.....No matter what he doe's or says....I just got off the phone with Justin and he said that he just wanted to be Friends..and when he said that mii heart COMPLETLY stopped!..i dont know what to do !!....i am such a HORRIBLE girlfriend i swear!.......anyways i dont feel good AT ALL right now i am broken DOWN in tears...!.....so comment me bye....
